Psalm 10
Holy One, why are you so far away?
Why are you hidden from me during times of adversity?
Why are you hidden from me during times of adversity?
Prideful weakness gives way to
wickedness
and thus I am ensnared by devices of my
own design.
A greedy soul is boastful, desiring much
while despising you, the Holy One.
When I stand tall and solitary
there is no awareness of Godde;
by all appearances one can prosper without Godde.
And even as you draw near, your presence a judgment,
there is a wicked voice that says with a sneer
“Nothing will ever shake me;
No one can harm me.”
The mouth is often full of lies, and
threats;
trouble and unkindness lie beneath the
tongue.
How easy to wait in in secret places
to ambush and destroy the innocent.
See, the eye keeps watch for the
outsider;
how like a crouching lion one can
become
catching the vulnerable, dragging them
in a net.
In our thoughts they collapse and are
crushed;
we think, they fall because of our
strength,
and we whisper to our reproving hearts,
“Godde won't notice, Godde is hidden
and won't see.”
Arise, O Holy One! Raise your hand, O
Godde.
Before you I am humbled. Let me
remember this.
Why must I revile you? Why do I lie to
my heart
and say, “Godde won't call me to
account?”
But, Godde, you see the trouble of the
lost, the least;
you hold their suffering in your hand
as you consider them.
Therefore we can commit ourselves to
you,
you are the helper of the abandoned.
Break the reach of wickedness
bring evil to account before the whole
world.
The Holy One is Sovereign for ever and
ever;
unbelievers will be scattered
as you, Holy One, hear the desire
of those who live with humility;
you hear our cry and encourage us
defending the vulnerable
so that these mortal oppressors,
also formed from earth,
will no longer terrify us all!
With this psalm I am reminded how hard it is to keep from wanting revenge for wrongs done to us. We need to keep turning to Godde, who loves each one of us, despite our faults and failures in love, and in the turning we discover the divine Love that makes us possible to release resentments and thoughts of revenge. How many of us, if we have an impulse to "hurt," are really just wanting to rid ourselves of pain? The psalmist shows us how we are to bring all of our emotions, pretty or not, to Godde who is the source of healing.
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